First, thank you to everyone who has continued to offer their prayers for my family following the death of my dad two months ago. They mean so much more than you know and I pray for each of you daily.
I want to tell you all that Dad’s been quite active lately, at least in my mind. Over the past month especially he’s been showing up in my dreams. As I told me wife today, the dreams make absolutely no sense on one level and more sense than anything I can think of on another.
Last night I went to bed as normal. At 4AM I awoke from the following dream. My father and I were in a very ethereal setting. I can actually still envision all of this. It’s almost like we were on a cloud but it wasn’t that hokey. We were looking at, really examining, an equilateral triangle that was simply floating in the air in front of us. He was instructing me on the properties of the triangle. His words made perfect sense to me and I never liked math. Dad was an actuary with a savant’s knowledge of all things mathematical. I distinctly remember him saying (in this dream) as he had many times when he tried teaching me geometry in high school “According to Mr. Euclid…” referencing the Greek father of geometry. What are you getting at, Dad? Triangles? Really? Is it the Trinity? I already believe in the Blessed Trinity. Remember? You taught me the sign of the cross as a four year-old when you taught me my first prayers. Were you trying to show me something else? Are you popping into the dreams of other people too or is it just me? This is so strange.
Another thing that’s going on (and I really don’t think the dreams are related) is that my Restless Leg Syndrome has intensified. It’s now gotten to where the muscles in both legs cramp up about halfway through the night. I get out of bed and, like this morning, leg down to see that my toes are curled and I have to physically unbend them. It’s painful. But, I’m getting it looked into. This morning I’m going for an EMG/nerve conduction test. I’ve had several of these done before. Read about one of my experiences with it here. In the meantime, enjoy this picture of my leg. It may be the cause of great pain right now but at least it still makes my trainer jealous as all get out. “Your calves seem to eat everything in sight” he told me. Trainer? My offer still stands. I’ll happily trade you my calves for everything above your waist. Then again he could just be messing with me…